Newbie here - unsure of what to do

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Thanks for all the replies.

Update: H had a visit today with his therapist who he's now seen twice, and their session solidified his decision to leave. His therapist also told him to stop all sex as that would be too confusing for me. So basically the last time we ML was the last time ever.

I only "felt used" because he is my husband, who has loved me for the past thirteen years. Knowing he doesn't want to be with me and still use me to satisfy his needs made me feel that way. Wrong? Maybe. But I am human and deal with these finicky things called emotions.

Now I am in a place where we are stuck living together knowing for a fact that divorce is just around the corner. (He wants to tell the kids sometime after Christmas. Happy New Year!) So this is very awkward and I don't know how to act or where to sleep for that matter!!! This is hell on earth but what makes it worse is that I did this to us. I can't even be mad at him! F**************ck!