I do agree that I got drawn into a screaming match and that's something I should not have done. But when something like this is brought out into the open wether it's a PA or an EA I would think most people probably would have ended up doing what I did. Am I wrong? I know doing 180 right now is what I need to do I just have to pull myself off the ground.
Yes yes. 180! Right now you can't trust yourself because the trauma of this has you not in your right mind. You definitely can't trust her for obvious reasons. What you can trust is the 180. I'm telling you if you follow it to the letter it's your absolute best chance. What you've done in the past that you talk about here is actually making your situation worse. Trust in the 180 more than you trust your own gut, heart, and head right now. I lost over a year and a half going it alone before I surrendered to the 180 and guess what? My year and a half of crying, arguing, fighting, begging, etc. just made us worse than ever. I gave up and did a strict 180 and turned all that around in less than 3 months. Today we're better than ever. She's back to being a sane person and even suggests I come here and try to help others. 180 my man. I swear by it.
