Darling, you are indeed in a sweet bitter spot. I guess you are doing what DBing is all about. Improve ourselves and keep the mind open in case that someone comes our way.
It's very hard to live like this. There are days we miss the other half and there are days we can't stand to face what they did to us.
I would say that it is worth to keep standing until someone else feels the gap. I know you are a married woman right now, but being divorced also changes your mind.
It for sure gives you freedom too and makes you think if there is or are something better you can find.
I would say that only time will heal the wounds and let us know when we are ready to move on.
Hang in there. Don't forget that you are in the middle of a storm and it makes your sitch very young.
And what about step son? Iys he still going to spend some time with you?
Hope you are well. Hang in there, live it day by day honey.
