yay its friday. i'm finding it difficult to stay focused on goals. yesterday was a mixed day. H came over for lunch, again , i wonder if he thinks this will help settle my fears, as lunch was a time H used to meet OW but he was very late home, apparently tied up in meetings all afternoon. hmmm. anyways, we did not get much quality time, i could see he was tired, he did not even take his laptop out. demon in my mind, did H spend afternoon with OW???
an unexpected development, when we were coming home from picking up dinner, an estate agent selling neighbouring flat was there and H ( ) started talking to him about the possibility that we may want to put ours on the market. my jaw just hit the floor. i sat back and let H discuss with agent. still not decided yet, but boy was i wrong about H not willing to even consider moving on.
plan to just chill out this weekend, catch up on some quality time, reading and hiking. have a great weekend, everyone. hugs, slowly