Judy, THANKS!

This is all new to me. Last time, I flatly refused the possibility that he would not come home. So I never tried to separate myself. I had no job when he left, nothing to really be proud of, so I had no complex like I was not good enough.

Now, the more I think about my H the more I cringe. If he was a stranger I would never, in a million years, pick him. I would pick the man I married, but not this man.


Me: 42
H: 45
M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs
D: 17
D: 15
S: 12
I kicked him out 8/21/15
I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!