I am a classic introvert as well! That is why I love my IT job. I think I have said maybe 4 words all day here at work and it is almost 2:00pm! I have typed my fingers off, but I don't have to actually talk to people.

I also feel no one will ever love him like I have and I also feel I can find someone to give me more love than H gave me. Yet... I also still want H.

All I can say is STOP WAITING for his text. He wont text, and every time you check, your anger at H builds. That anger will poison you. Every time you think about him texting, quickly turn your thoughts to school, or your S or D or the stupid paint color on the wall or ANYTHING other than his text. It takes practice, but you can do it!


Me: 42
H: 45
M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs
D: 17
D: 15
S: 12
I kicked him out 8/21/15
I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!