New guy

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I have already started GAL. I lost 30 lbs this year, put some back on, and from the eating issues over the last few weeks, I did lose quite a bit of weight, but rather than hanging on the negative, I decided to continue it and my eating is back to healthy eating. I joined the fitness center at work, scheduled a physical, and found a new chiropractor to work out some neck and back pain. I am on the lower border of prediabetic, so I am making my health a priority - fitness and eating. I am very very overweight. After losing 30 lbs, I am still about 314, but I never looked that big. I didnt realize I was emotionally eating over the last few years to fill the hole in my marriage. Time to get the A1C, weight, and BMI down and feel good about myself again. I have written down a bunch of personal goals for the next 6 months.

The wife struggles with her weight, but I never found her less attractive or sexy. She became very insecure, and fell prey to the guy's compliments and attention. She always told me I needed to change, and if I didnt we would have trouble. She harped on everything I did wrong, and I returned the same. I felt like less of a man, and the hole just got deeper and deeper. I love this woman more than anything in the world. I have a problem connecting with people on a deep level, and we used to talk deeply about each other, our lives, and our relationship, but when I started walking on eggshells things got worse.