hi pam - i think so too, though i've not pursued any follow-up. let him ask

well, most of today was good, but my evening was a disaster. we drove past where OW works, and the memories of being hurt just came flooding back. i was just not able to stem the tears in the car, not good dbing at all H asked what the matter was, and i just said i was having a bad day, and we left it at that. it has been 2 weeks since A ended, and i wonder if i will EVER be ok, or if the memories will always haunt and make me sad.

soo, need to work a bit harder today. i think i was also feeling a bit low because we seem to be reverting to working on our laptops at home after dinner. plan to chat with H about agreeing a time limit after which it is quality time for us, even if we are only sitting togather in companionable silence.

also, need to figure out how best to ask H for affirmation. during early days after revealing A, he was frankly a lot more attentive now we seem to be sliding back to pre-A zone of minimal said, a lot aSSumed.

just realising i suppose the effort this is gonna take. slowly.

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