Met with the ex-fil.

Just realised that the X and the OW started 3 years back, just before my mini-MLC. Now everything makes sense.

He had already bailed out on the marriage. His 2nd outburst was caused by the POS TP/ OW. And to think that I was killing myself all these months.

Ah, nothing like a betrayal to shred your self-esteem to pieces. I feel so so numb by all the lies that have been spun... It feels that I have been living in an alternate reality.

Last edited by Grlonfr; 12/14/15 07:12 AM.

You can call me Dory/ Grl.

As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"

It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.