Its a leap of faith Mutatio, what V is talking about. One I too need to make. That is why my sweet sadness has shown up in recent weeks.
In your minds eye or body what feelings or images come to mind when you consider forgiveness, as a concept, as an act, who are the people that spring to mind, are you forgiving them, are they forgiving you, what does it feel like to say out loud to yourself "I forgive you". Does the mind rage against, does your stomach. Do you tingle.
My Sweet Sadness is young, she evolves at times between 3-9 years old. Today she is the sweetest child crying to be loved and accepted - cuddles needed. She has been begging for attention for a couple of weeks. Go and read V's thread I told V last week something was coming -. I know Sweet sadness comes now where she is feeling unloved, unappreciated and told to contain her emotions. When she visits I know sweet sadness comes when I have been quietly and unconsciously beating her up with negative self talk or ignoring her pleas for help. What I know though when she arrives- change is coming there is work to be done and tolls to be paid and freedom to be had.
