He just said he wants things to change and get better for us but the fact that I will never let him live this down makes that difficult.

I did not respond. I just took 2 benadryl and am waiting for them to kick in.

Tomorrow i will try my absolute best to have a dark day on my end. Even if he uses his fail safe....the kids.


Rain (moi): 40
Ex Fiance: 39
3 kids
On/off again EA & PA
Last BD by ow 12/15
Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15