I just feel so humiliated, that I ever exposed my body to him, ever exposed myself at all. DId he just settle for me until the better prize came along. I know he has an ego and likely sh
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I just feel so humiliated, that I ever exposed my body to him, ever exposed myself at all. DId he just settle for me until the better prize came along. I know he has an ego and likely she makes him feel fantastic about himself just by having her on his arm. This is not helpful thinking I know, but I am kinda stuck.
Particularly when I have been working so hard on my diet and exercise. I have been doing this 10 week challenge. Paelo eating and light excise. I haven't fallen off the plan once in 10 weeks. I have been exercising and I haven't lost one kg in fact I have put on 1 kg. I want so much to look normal, feel beautiful. To think and feel like normal people do.
I know this sounds like a pity party and alot of it irrational, but if you can indulge me I just need to feel all of this today and tomorrow I will start afresh
