My dear friend Jelly, I am sorry to read of the current state your in. We all as individuals come with a different combination of traits, physical, mental and spiritual. We can effect these traits through our dedicated efforts but there is only so much you can do. Please don't be so hard on yourself.
I love you just the way you are. You have such a kind compassionate nature. That alone does not describe you, there is calming wisdom that transcends your written thoughts and touches my soul. Your are truly one of my hero's and I aspire to be more like you. I enjoy your honest sincerity combined with your emotional intelligence when sharing your thoughts. Jelly you are beautiful just the way you are.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and I like what I feel about you. What's on the outside changes with time no matter what you do, time wins. What's inside is what matters Jelly, you are like a fine wine it only gets better with time.
As far as whats wrapped around your beautiful soul, Jelly you are beautiful. Men like women in all shapes and sizes. There is someone out there looking for you. Please treat yourself well and remember it ain't what you got, it's how you use it. Be strong Jelly, you are loved
