I just feel so humiliated, that I ever exposed my body to him, ever exposed myself at all. DId he just settle for me until the better prize came along. I know he has an ego and likely sh
Oh jelly, no more of this garbage talk. He did not settle for you until something better came along. I get how hard it is not to compare yourself to OW but stop it!
You have your own amazing qualities and if all you do is judge yourself on the few that you don't like you will always see yourself as less than you really are.
You don't know what his champion bodybuilder is really like anyway and it doesn't matter so don't compare yourself to her because of his actions.
It's ok I know, the reality of the situation and its not about comparison. This doesn't really have a lot to do with Mx Ex and his Champion Bodybuilding partner. They are only a trigger to some old and deep seated issues, that I am thinking need a good old dig around from a therapist.
The body image stuff has been coming up more and more in my posts, and I feel like its time to put it to bed. I have handle on it with some perspective, but not enough to either let it go or not to trigger me.
