I just feel so humiliated, that I ever exposed my body to him, ever exposed myself at all. DId he just settle for me until the better prize came along. I know he has an ego and likely sh
Oh jelly, no more of this garbage talk. He did not settle for you until something better came along. I get how hard it is not to compare yourself to OW but stop it!
You have your own amazing qualities and if all you do is judge yourself on the few that you don't like you will always see yourself as less than you really are.
You don't know what his champion bodybuilder is really like anyway and it doesn't matter so don't compare yourself to her because of his actions.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
