Jelly and V,

I get anxiety attacks also. Not as bad as in the beginning. Yesterday I had a big one when H was here packing his stuff. (he didn't see it). I literally feel like can't breath. But it passes.

The carb cravings are terrible. Tomorrow I'm starting a new eating plan to try to break some of the sugar addition.

Friends who have been through this say it will not always be like this. I believe then. I have to.


Me53
H48
M 13
No children together
BDMay '15
PA June '15
H moves out,files 8/15 wants "quick divorce" but does nothing
Me sending proposal 12/15, court dates upcoming