Thank you Zues Thats what i needed to hear and understand. I am weak at the moment and like you said looking for someone to lean on. I caught up with BIL yesterday who I have not heard from in 6 months, my SIL text me for my birthday and BIL said he wanted to catch up I was able to talk to him for a few hours and never brought up my sitch, so I am getting stronger. I have thrown myself into the restoration of my pickup truck, and visit friends quite a bit, my social outings to the pub have increased quite a bit as well, i now attend a local trivia night once a week, go to the gym everyday, and spend loads of time with daughters and grandchildren, so my life is quite full. I just miss having a life partner!
H 50 W 46 T 31 M 24 EA 11.11.15 PA not sure. Dx3 Separated 5.12.15 (not legally)
