Struggling a little at the moment. Had a decent weekend and good time. W wanted to take the kids to see Santa at the switch today. Everything was fine. Didn't sit around with puppy dog eyes. Consumed my time with th kids. We all ate a quick lunch together and then we rode to my truck together. I loaded the kids and turned to say goodbye and looked her in the eyes. Thought I saw something in the look back.
I now have such an urge to find a reason to call her or something. I think spending a little time really made me miss her. I wanted to ask her if she wanted to have dinner with us.
I know it is probably just from my wants and desires and shouldn't do anything.

I guess I am typing here instead of doing anything.

M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15