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[Mona52]

So, I woke up furious with myself for my text with H. I was doing so well with zero R talk. I cant even count how many mistakes I made in those text messages. But it is over now, I sent them, and he did not respond.

I texted him again today

Me: I can't make it today at 2, I have been invited to (the city next to us)

H: Some other day is fine

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I cancelled because there is no way I can emotionally deal with H today.

Then my friends started talking

My mom got a group text from some of the people last night. They do not have my cell phone number, so I was not included in the group text.

There was about 20 people there last night. Everyone brought food and drinks. I was so scared when I got there, but thankfully there was computer issues with the laptop for karaoke. I grabbed the laptop like a life preserver and I was able to work on Brian's laptop and fix the IT problems, which relaxed me enough that I could open up a little.

Brian took care of the A/V part of hooking up the speakers and microphones. I stink at A/V. He stinks at IT, so we were perfect. I do not know how it happened, but I became DJ for the party. So it was my job to get everyone's song on. Thank goodness I know a ton of 50's music...

They were either singing way too fast or way too slow so I was like an anchor. I was able to sing each song correctly (I did not sing any songs well, only correctly, lol) so while they had the microphone, they could always look over to me when they lost their place.

Half the time they just gave up half way through the song, threw the mic at me, and I had to finish their songs.

My PMA went through the roof because I knew every single song they picked.

This morning Brian sent a group text to most of them (but not me)

Brian: Thanks to Diane for hosting an awesome party as always! And thanks to Mona for her IT help and for wearing such a lovely short skirt. It made the party so much better.

OMFG

For the record, I was raised in a catholic school, so my skirt easily touched the top of my knees. My boots came up to the bottom of my knees so I was properly clothed.

But when my mom showed me the text message I was floored. and happy of course. All thoughts of backsliding with H melted away

Then I found out that within 10 minutes of me leaving the party last night, everyone else left. No one seemed like they were going to leave when I was there. I might just be imagining it, but how cool is that?

Then, this morning I was invited to this singles dance thing tonight that some of them are going to. I am scared of this one. It is a dance where they do like 2 fast songs and one slow song so singles can ask each other to dance. And another part is 2 circles, guys outside, girls inside and you dance with whoever is there when the music stops. If you have ever seen West Side story, that is what I am picturing in my head.

But I said yes. And for once I have a designated driver! So I can relax, and drink what I want and since it is so far away, I wont ever see these people again so I can just have fun.


This will be three nights in a row of being with my friends and having fun. Can you believe it??

I gotta go move some more stuff out of my old house today. Yes,I still have not finished moving... and I never will if I dont get off this PC and get over there.