I was still emotionally wound up when my H sent me a text. I should have ignored it. I should have posted here first. I should have just went to bed.
Nope, I HAD to freaking reply... I am an idiot.
But then this morning, I had the most wonderful morning!
OK, so last night:
H: I'm sry I didn't respond. I'm on midnight shift and worked midnight to noon last night. I was asleep when you texted. I woke up at 10:15 and saw your text. I rushed to take a shower and get ready for work. I left to pick her up without responding. I'm sry.
Me: H, it is so hard doing everything myself. One tiny letter...k and I would have known. I'm just severely disappointed, because I was having so much fun.
Me: Look, I so so so much appreciate you getting her. Please don't think I don't appreciate it, I do.
H: I'm happy one of us is
Me: I'm sorry i got mad
Me: You are about to get onto your press, where you can laugh and joke with your crew.
Me: You can even complain how your soon to be ex went psycho on you today
H: I won't do that. I won't tarnish you
(I used to work there with him, so I know most of teh people there)
H: But we need to sit down soon and go over the divorce papers when you have time. I don't know what to do with them and I need your help figuring it out.
Me: No problem. When should I pick them up? I can just sign them if you want. I wont touch your house, i promise. But I want to activate the part where I change my last name back please.
H: There is stuff I don't understand so that's why I'm asking you to help me
Me: OK, want me to come over tomorrow morning?
H: How about around 2? ---------------------------------------------------------
Here is where I just wish I would have just said OK and done! Nope, he whips out the divorce word and all sense leaves my tiny brain.
Me: K, Also I need to say something before I come over.
Me: I will be 100% OK divorced. And it is probably the best thing for us. You most likely will be much better off without me, so it is all good. Bit I just have to say, for the last ever time...
Me: I do not believe we have any issues that can't be fixed. No. I don't want to be your wife right now. But, you have done nothing so bad I cannot forgive, without blinking. If you wanted to see a marriage counselor, I would be willing. I am not willing to be married to you any longer as we are. And I am not sure a counselor can help at all. I am almost positive we are getting a divorce, even if we see a counselor.
Me: Wait there is more...
Me: I fully expect you to say no to counseling. That;s fine with me. I can walk away and say I did everything I could. I will be at your house at 2 to sign papers or talk about other options. The decision is 100% up to you and I am fine either way.
YEP... I am an idiot.... Of course, he never replied...
Now to post what happened today! So much better news than my R garbage.
Me: 42 H: 45 M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs D: 17 D: 15 S: 12 I kicked him out 8/21/15 I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!
