You have had 8 months to build a new bond with your kids and have them want to be with you but you continued to try and spend time with W. When it's your time with the kids after D it's your time. There might be some compromises and they swap days/times around but you won't just drive home everytime they don't want to see you.

Start thinking about your kids and not how it applies to W or with W.


Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be