dday, gaining traction

[dday]

Thanks Ancaire, I am not offended in the least. Glad you are back! I have been avoiding her the best that I can. I do not feel comfortable around her. I am more detached, but some feelings still leak through. Disappointment is a big one right now. BUT, I am not going to stop doing things because she may be there. Like this party that is next weekend. I'm going, and all of our mutual friends will be there... and the couple that is trying to set me up with their friend.

#2 D. I don't want it, but I have no say in that. It is the W divorce, I and everyone around us are along for the ride. She gave me the property settlement papers 3.0 a couple days ago. If I agree, its done. I still would take the OLD her back in a second, but not the self absorbed person that she is now. I am done waiting on her. She will finally feel me dropping the rope. I have tried, and given my all, for the past 11 months. If she finds herself, her true self, and wants to work on us... But, I may never see that her again. I am not gonna waste my life pining for that girl anymore.

Thanks, Ancaire! keep talking to me!