Morning AT , I've been thinking a lot of why you get so many people posting even though you ignore all the advice. Don't get me wrong , your always grateful and very thankful BUT you do ignore us.
I think we all see ourselves in you and we are desperate for you to put the brakes on your actions because they are making your sitch worse In 6 months you will grasp why we are all on to you so much You will look back and say , if only or why didn't I listen.
So my suggestion is this , take a leap of faith and put your trust in all the posters who really want AT to come through this
As a previous poster said you are intelligent and you can grasp what we say but you just can't get past your emotions and you let them take over
Sandis line after her posts says it all , do what works , etc
we all struggle and we all make mistakes so no one is judging you but we are steering you away from the mistakes.
Oh yea , one last thing I thought of late last night and it's a new method for you to try , STFU !!!!!!!!!
Let's keep count of how many days you can STFU for , you said yesterday was 1 so let's chalk up no 2 this evening
