Went with some friends to an ugly christmas sweater party tonight. Didn't really know anyone there, but had a fun time anyways. Did meet a guy who was playing guitar and singing and I found that we were into a lot of the same stuff musically. Possible band? maybe. I'm having a hard time dealing with not having my D right now. I realized late that I didn't call to say goodnight to her last night or tonight. It hurts to talk to her when she's not here. I feel like a bad father tonight because I didn't check in with her, even though I couldn't bring myself to call the W. Still angry about this separation thing. I talked with my mother and she says that divorce is "finality", and maybe she's not sure about making it final. I feel less and less that I want back with her, but I'm heartbroken about splitting time away from my D. Definitely feeling low tonight.
Me:36 W: 27 D2 T10 M:2.5 Filed D 1/14/16 BD: Sep 15 A Discovered: 11/17/15 She moves out 11/19/15
