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[Mona52]

I am so angry I am spitting nails.

My H is a jerk.

I had a magical night Friday. I went out with my friends again and I danced my tush off! I met this awesome stud. He was completely unavailable, but he was a huge confidence booster for me. That dopamine I desired finally came as I was dancing.

We all went out to breakfast and we had a rowdy ball. I went home alone which I have to admit was hard.

Tonight, I was at a christmas party with my friends. I sent a text to the amazing jerk earlier letting him know I wanted to stay at a party and can he please pick up D17 at 11 so I did not have to leave my party.

It was my first every karaoke party. After I took care of their IT issues, we had a total blast! No one could sing. LOL.

So 15 minutes until 11, no answer from H. So I run from the party and when I get to the house where my D was at, she tells me she is in dad's car. He never replied to me, so I had no freaking idea he picked her up.

OMG, I yelled at my D on the phone. Then I texted her to apologize for yelling, letting her know I was not mad at her, I was mad at him. He never texted me, so I left my party and I could not just go back, it was in a city across the river.

He dropped her off when I got home, so I yelled at him. He said he just woke up and had no time to text me. &*%&^%%#%&^ liar.

I started to tell him what a failure of a father he was. and I started to walk away. But I had SOOOO much more to say. I turned around to hit him with both barrels and he drove off.

I was so angry. I was having so much fun. The jerk sees his kids once a month when I force it.

But the worse part was my D17.

When I started to yell at my H, and he yell back at me, she told me to stop. She did not tell H to stop, just me. I was flabbergasted! I have to do EVERYTHING. Alone! And she tells ME to stop????

I went irate then. I walked into the house, slammed the door shut and came up to my room.

I want so badly to lash out at him. But there is nothing I can say or do to make a difference. So I ma just gonna yell at everyone here, the go and make peace with my poor SD who did not try to get caught in the middle.