Hi V, I let past events get the best of me and I've been sad the last few days. I'd go as far as feeling sorry for myself. Today my wife left for a business trip and it really threw me for a loop. I am not being difficult or a cutie pie when I ask how do I forgive myself and have work. I've said it, thought it but does not work. I have given it time and it's still with me.
I have stated that I am staying for my son. I do believe its best for him. My other reason is to stall for time and try to improve my marriage. Things are stalled and there are no improvement to my situation currently
My son hugged me three times tonight and with the last hug lifted me off the ground. We tell each other that we love each other when we say good night every night. What I was suggesting was that my wife and my son share common interests and are close.
