My sixth thread was titled "kavikratu" which means one who possesses wisdom or sacrifices, full of discernment, having wise designs, having the insight of a wise man or fully wise insight.
The name I have chosen to title this thread is the Sanskrit word "zokasantaptamAnasa".
zokasantaptamAnasa means one whose mind is consumed by sorrow. I fell short and did not reach the state of kavikratu. With introspection I realized the reason. This thread will hopefully flush these feelings out into the light of day. Thank you for all you support during these difficult months.