I think it's a common thing for men to do when they feel guilty.
Mine compared to a pro and said I came up short. He did some really crappola stuff and yet in the early bits yes I wanted him back.
Now all I want is my possessions, I draw the line At walking from those. He deliberately manipulated so that he could have those as well, so that's my line.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26