Hi Rain, I just read up on your thread and I just want to say how much I feel for what you are going through. I am also dealing with a pretty fresh BD about my W's PA that she hid for 2 years and finally decided to tell me about 3.5 weeks ago. I can relate to the feelings of betrayal, abandonment and excruciating pain that you describe.

It was helpful for me to read your thread. You express your feelings better than I can... I think it helped me understand a bit better what's going on inside of me. So thanks for sharing.

I'm new to this so I really can't offer any solid advice but I do want to reach out and say that you are not alone and I totally feel for you!

Me: 39
W: 36
M: 8 yrs T: 10 yrs
S: 7
W started coming out with the truth: 9/26/15
W finished coming out with the truth: 11/12/15
W started sleeping in guest BR: 11/13/2015