I am greatful he is around for the boys as much ..as he mentally capable of. I know me blaming the parents is useless but it gives me a twinge of relief. I also know I have not been easy this past year or two. After walking on eggshells for over 3 to 4 years. I became resentful. I am working to be less reactive and more calm...I am a work in progress and have much to do nut I am doing it for mr. I want my boys to see that you can learn from the hard times and overcome.
That said.... I am resisting this urge to text him. I miss him right now..
