Hi Pink. This is sent with love , you still love the man and its very obvious you want him in your life. It seems clear that your words and actions are trying to get a reaction from H.
Don't get me wrong , it's Pinks life and she needs to live it her way and she has to explain herself to no one
The issue I see is that your H knows you are still there for him and he has a plan B
Hs MLC is still in full swing , your trying to have a rational conversation with an irrational person.
Pink. I'm always going to support you 100% and that won't change.
You tell us what you want and we can all advise or support you as best we can