Thanks everyone. Don't worry I'll hold my nerve. I'm sitting at home after work and just enjoying some me time. I realize that there is no point thinking what she is doing tonight or any day. Tomorrow I'm going to help out her Aunt clear out an old apartment and just spend the weekend on me before S gets back. Thanks for strengthening my resolve. It is some tempting to fall into the old routines and be the fantastic best friend. I have to keep reminding myself that I was her greatest friend before and it got me here!
