Sotto is right. Stop yourself right where you are. Your mind is going down a tunnel is completely non-productive. She saw your message. I know how hard it is not to get a reply. I know checking the phone every 5 minutes is the most important thing. But all you will do is build up a little more fear and anger each time you look.
It would be the greatest if we only knew what they were really thinking. You dont get to know what they are thinking. You can try and wiggle around this all you want, but their thoughts are closed off from us now and guessing never, ever is a good idea.
You are left with 2 options. 1, contact your W, which has a 100% chance of making things worse or 2, move on and focus on you.
We all know how impossible that is. Post as often as you need to so that you do not contact her.
You can do this.
Me: 42 H: 45 M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs D: 17 D: 15 S: 12 I kicked him out 8/21/15 I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!
