No. Even if we cut down even more it would still be extremely stressful. If I work outside of the house I won't make enough to cover child care costs anyways. And H is so stressed out in worried he will have a nervous breakdown in which case there's NO money coming in. There's just not enough to support two households.
I'm going to consult with a lawyer, just to see what my rigths are.
I can't believe this is the end of my American journey. I feel so defeated.