Gs9, I think you have been doing pretty well. My opinion, which isn't worth much, is that you need to show her that being friends isn't what you want. (I'm in the same boat.) No more cake! As far as staying in the house, you are stronger than me. Just seeing my stbxw makes me spin. Keep your emotions in check as best you can.
Hold it together for a few more days. I'm pulling for ya! "It ain't over til I say it's over!" Eminem lyric. Keep on DBing.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....