Thank you Vanilla, Thank you pho, I was glad to have your support and friendships today. I needed to voice my unhappiness to the universe about the state of my marriage. The only place I can talk about my marriage is here and that's why I posted it. I was not angry after my rant. I was a bit sour during the day but it wasn't to bad a day.
I was tempted to remind my wife what day it was tonight but decided against it. I do not see any upside to reminding her or discussing it with her.
She seems so far away. I really think the odds are long that this works out. My gut say's she's done with me, this marriage and wants out. I think she is doing time till my son graduates. I will continue trying to improve myself to be the man I want to be, not for her, for me.
