I would buy it. Last night without me prompting her she said she is driven by her emotions and doesn't know what she wants (and added that she may regret it years from now but this is how she feels).. so being with OM she cannot control.. probably.. all she knows is that he makes her feel special and not me.
She shares I was not there for her and I know from text I had seen he is there for her now emotionally. She said she needs someone to be her rock.. and that's him.. she said I was never her rock (hard for me to hear but true). OM has nothing to loose in A (he invested nothing but a few text and calls).. gives him an advantage over me to be that tough/macho guy (the I don't care attitude).
I know my actions yesterday made me look WEAK and just gave her more reasons to be with OM.
After our talk yesterday I am realizing she has no where to fall other than the financial support. Emotionally.. she hit bottom a long time ago with me and there is nothing I can do to change her mind.
I have to pick myself off the floor and work on me.
