I was having a better day today and then i got a text saying he was on his way.

He got here soon after..so text was sent in transit. Did not ask to see the kids. Asked me to come outside. Handed me a bag of clothes a friends wife gave him for our son and money for gifts.

I asked him if he also had my belongings from his place he said no. I gave him everything he had at my place he said all he needed was his movies. I told him it's best of he takes it all. Then he looked at my car and got it working again.

I thanked him and came inside. He then text saying he will be working a lot the next few weeks and will not have any days off. I don't believe him but simply answered. "Okay"

I was shaking. My stomach is still in knots. I wish he hadn't come at all. I hate this. All of it.


Rain (moi): 40
Ex Fiance: 39
3 kids
On/off again EA & PA
Last BD by ow 12/15
Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15