Well, STBXW postponed the meeting saying the had some work to do.
Only then I realized I was a bit tense and that I was also disappointed for not having her at my place.
Why, may I ask?
Is it possible that I am still DB'ing hoping to get her back?
I was pretty sure I had given up on her, so this comes as a surprise.


Me43 W39
M 12y,T 15y
S09,S07
Bomb Jun14
Sleeping separately Jan/Mar15
Share bed Mar/May15
Reconcile Jun15
Aug15 W sais D will happen
D told to kids Sept15
W moved out with kids 01 October15