Yes, doing much better (I feel). No closer to R, not even sure what I would do at this point if it was on the table? I still find my mind wandering and/or spinning from time to time but those moments are fewer and further between...

As far as the hot cold cycle. It's used to be killer. Every time she was nice for a few days I would get my hopes up just to be kicked in the nuts. Now I just act like I don't take notice and giggle afterwards, while thinking "what is she up to now?" Haha I've come to terms with the fact that aliens have abducted the person I knew and replaced her with a slutty, psycho version of herself. One that repulses me. Unless the real XF sometime escapes from the mothership and survives the fall back to earth, I want nothing to do with her!

Last edited by Uphill; 12/10/15 05:01 PM.
Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home