It's Okay to backslide. I bet it could have been worse. Were you crying? Were you begging him to come home?
Whenever you feel like contacting him, just post here first. It helps, it really does. Also, if it is late enough, try hard to sleep on it and do it in the morning. Just pausing a few hours is all it takes to get past the overwhelming urge to contact them.
Me: 42 H: 45 M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs D: 17 D: 15 S: 12 I kicked him out 8/21/15 I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!
