Back on these forums again 4

[Mona52]

The surprising part was how hard it hit me. For weeks I have been telling myself he is in over his head. I knew he was going to run out of money. It felt like I was prepared for it. 2 days ago, if someone asked me if I would give him money I was dead sure I would not.

But when the text message came, the world kinda shifted. My heart started pounding and I was overwhelmed with fear. I could not see past the fear. My mind screamed, if I would just give him this money, he would see and he would come home. But if I don't give him this money, he will never speak to me again.

Sorry if I completely abuse this board today. I have a feeling I will be posting a lot...