I can tell you for me it has been cycles of ever-increasing times of "being ok" to ever-decreasing times where I've gotten down about things. Counseling has helped tremendously, as has being able to talk to certain friends or family...particularly when I'm tempted to talk to her. I think a lot of the reason we have a hard time not communicating with the WAS during this time is because they're typically the first person we talk to about things when life is 'normal'. Hard to break that.
I have those cycles, but they seem to be slowly disappearing into not being OK anymore. Maybe its because her move is coming up so fast. I don't know. I am most scared of that. I don't want her to go. 10 years we have been together and now I may only get to see her on the weekends. This [censored].
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
