How does everyone cope with dreams? Hasn't been a night where she hasn't appeared in a least one dream. This morning woke up dreaming that she was kissing me and saying she still loves me. Makes it hard to start the day. Still churning over her theatre with the car swap. I know I just have to focus on me, trying to. Took some food I cooked into work, very successful. Also met up on a couple of occasions with friends who I hadn't seen for a while. Told them the whole story, nice to get more support. Having problems dealing with the idea W's family and friends already meeting OM . They have been so supportive of me up til now. Feel a little hurt but have decided silence is sometimes the best policy. S still enjoying his trip, tends to text me directly rather than use Family group much. W keeps asking for information. After her call the other day she has left me alone. We both know she lied.
