[BrightFuture]

Thanks HaWho and Heather.

Kml, I would like that… Does it mean that to implement that I will have no more replies to my posts when I mention H and not my GAL and my moving on activities ? I’m just wondering how this could be implemented. I already stopped sharing with my friends and family. Well, occasionally I cannot resist and get the 2x4s big time, to the point of depression episodes for me. I honestly want to know how I can be “dragged”, because I think I need this.

I’ve been processing our interruction last night. So far, I haven’t heard from H about the forms. He told me that he could do it today, but I guess he was busy with other stuff. It just feels like pulling teeth right now. I want to get done with this part for now.

I also thought how he said he wanted to do the paper work on the condo to transfer it to him before we would file for a D. The condo is in Mexico, so there might some complications with the whole thing. I know that if he would get me off the mortgage (which is with US mortgage company), he would need to refinance. I think he is not quite sure that whole process will work, this is why he set the D timeframe for later.

I’m also wondering… He said he wants to talk to me about all these… When? Why didn’t he talk about it already? If I didn’t contact him about the forms, would he even mention that talk? He’s been out of work for some time. He had all the time in the word to have that “talk” with me…

I’m been processing my feelings of grief and sadness, but I’m also glad that this could start moving in some direction. I’m glad that I don’t have to make the decision whether to initiate the D myself. Even though I think I’m ready… after the yesterday’s conversation. Maybe H doesn’t want to start this until next year, so not to ruin the holidays for me. So nice of him… I will wait until next year. I’m not looking forward to all these legal stuff that could be very complicated because the property is in a foreign country. But… I think it will allow me to finally move on. I might actually file for D before all the stuff in Mexico is resolved. I let H handle all the complications.