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[Mona52]

Z thanks! My H never took the power to impact how I felt about myself. I gave him the power. He|| I threw it at him. I grew up in an environment of criminals with no morals. I did not have people telling me right from wrong. Then I went to a catholic school where everything was right and wrong. I had no chance of knowing who was right. Or how I should act.

I guessed what a normal, good person was like and I used my close friends to tell if I was living like a normal human. So they always had power over how I looked at myself.

That is why I have different expectations for myself than I have for others. I would never be able to hurt H's feelings, but he is free to have an A. I gave him that power.

Now I am working on learning how to take it back. One day at I time I am taking my own power back.