Lol pho
We have to fake it! No shame in it. I just hope it turns real somewhere!

I guess I question myself as to what is trying everything. I think I want to fool myself into thinking that we have been apart for a while so I should show a little interest. Like she might be waiting on me or I don't want to be out of her thoughts.

I know that is prob a mistake but I then rethink maybe I am not trying. The thing is this trying needs to be not doing these things. Feels weird!

M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15