O, I keep telling myself that at the end of this journey I will be able to look myself in the mirror and say that I did everything I could to save my family, and I conducted myself with grace and integrity and love. If it doesn't work out, I will have no regrets, no "what ifs". I will know that I did whatever I could.
I feel hypocritical giving detachment advice however, as that is where I am stuck right now. For me, the things I do to help me "let go" are really more distractions or focusing on things that make me angry. Not true detachment.
