So I had been contemplating a new name for my situation, but in light of todays events and my feelings I still need it to remain the same.
I had really thought I was making progress. While I know I have, I realized today I for some reason had not let go. The reality of there most likely being someone else involved was thrown in my face and I am spun.
I know I am more than capable of finding someone else but I have no desire to. Not because I am not ready but because I want my W still instead.
How long can this possibly take!!She has ripped our family apart, not the same person anymore, doesn't treat the kids the same, and most likely in an EA at the least.
What would make me still want her?!
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
