Pho, I too was tossing and turning with you and Mona. Less than 6 hours of interrupted sleep.
You explain your sitch so well. I feel I should be more detached at this time. (I'm very hard on myself) Yesterday I was sniffly, D16 asks if I'm ok, and I told her sometimes I just need a good cry, to which she agreed.
Not to turn this to myself, but know that it really helps me follow your road. Thanks for posting.
Buttercup
Me 50 H 51 M 17 T 20 D16 H EA Feb 2014 BD Sept 2015 H moved out Nov 2015 W Filed D papers Mar 2016